Jan 29 2006
Sigh
So much for hope. I don’t know what to say and it seems that is wrong. I don’t know where I stand, and that is also wrong. It seems that I am wrong all around.
Just when I was starting to think things would get better I feel worse than ever.
Hang in there. Things will get better. I would demand an explanation. And if she won’t give you one - then you should run as fast as you can away from her.
Things will get better. You are very young and with no children. Thank god.
As I was explaining to someone just a couple of days ago, losing something you care about so much really sucks. You feel like you’ve lost everything and that nothing will ever be the same. You have doubts about yourself and wonder how you failed. Although all of these feelings are very very real, keep in mind that just because you’ve lost something doesn’t mean that you can’t find what you’re looking for in the future. Losing something doesn’t necessarily mean you’ll never find it again. You can find the happiness you deserve. And although you feel like your world has been crushed, you will get up again. You may not understand why your life has taken this path, but remember that God always knows where you are going and where you will end up. Hang in there.
Thanks both of you.