Feb 19 2006
Alive
Today is Melissa’s birthday, so Happy Birthday Sis!
It snowed this weekend quite a bit (for the area I know it is nothing to the people who live in colder places). I am sure everyone would have found it funny watching me try to get my truck out of the drive way. It took me at least six times of backing up the driveway as fast as I could and then pulling back in to the garage to finally make it out. Funny stuff, but fun at the same time.
Wish I had some wonderful news to pass on about how my life is going, but I don’t. I don’t have any great trips, raises, or anything like that to talk about. I feel no better. In fact I think I maybe doing worse. I find myself thinking about things and getting mad. That is not me. I don’t want to turn in to someone like that. Leslie says it is my own fault. Maybe it is. I don’t know. Life just sucks right now. Sorry that all I do is complain.
I am hoping that work with be better this week. Last week about killed me. I don’t know what my problem was. I used to work more than that and it not bother me at all. My boss sent me home Wednesday night because he said I looked really bad, but of course I was back in at 7 the next morning not feeling much better.
I think I am going to switch cell service providers when the Cingular contract is up in May. I am thinking that I will go with Verizon since pretty much everyone that ever calls me has them.
Started the process of rebuilding my movie collection. I have some gift cards left from Christmas so I got Napoleon Dynamite, Office Space, and Ice Age (new one that I did not have before). It was mostly an attempt to make myself feel better.
Love you eric!!! Thanks for the quote from haley…it is very true. Thursdays at 7…you are mine.
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Well, sounds like anonymous is happy with you. So smile about that.
Give yourself some time.
Switching to Verizon is something I would recommend. Been with them for like 10 years. Awesome.
Thanks for the comment. I know things will get better. Just hard to see at time. I hate to be complaining on here all the time, but I am not a good talker so here I am typing it all out on the internt.
I am hope Verizon will give me better covrage, not to mention I have a purple phone and really want a new one.
yes yes, verizon is a very good choice. I’m sorry you’re not feeling much better…but time heals all wounds. You’ll be okay…you’re a strong person whether you believe it or not. I believe that you’ll get everything that you want out of life…this is just God’s plan that has to work itself out right now. I’m going thru some stuff of my own (not the same situation as you) but it’s very difficult nonetheless….and all I can do is have faith that God will work it all out in the end. Be strong…you’ll make it through.
I am sorry things are not going good for you either. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help you with what is going on.