inside.my.mind

Got to love how easy it is be thrown back down on the ground and the knife in my heart given another twist. It is so easy to slip back to this state and I hate it.

Mom came up today to get some stuff. TV, bed, etc. I think that is what started it. I knew it was going to happen, but for it to be happening sucks. Leslie told me my last blog entry was interesting. No idea what that means, and in the state I was already in it really screwed with me. At least she does not have to put of with my crying any more I know she always hated it.

I just spell check this entry and blog came up as a miss spelling. You would think that BLOGger would have blog as a correctly spelled word.