Apr 04 2006
Times like this
It is so hard at times like this, night at the apartment alone, almost bed time with a little extra time, to not fall back down flat on my face. It is a struggle to keep my thoughts under control. Maybe it is getting easier? I guess it is. I am trying to stay positive.
I just tried calling Leslie. I don’t know why I do that. She did not answer, but don’t guess she has to anymore. I should not even call, but I want to. I want to make sure she is doing ok. I really do want her to be happy. I don’t think that is a bad thing, it is all I ever wanted to do for her, and maybe this way she can have it.
On something more up beat the A/C in the truck is working again for now. Got it hooked up this past weekend. I am sure it still has a leak, but if it will last the summer that would be great. If it does last until next year I may just keep filling it up every summer for a few years until I can save up some moneys for a new (or at least new to me) car.
I am still loving the new phone. Other than that one time I screw it up I have had no problems out of it. The sound is 200% better than what I had on my old phone, not to mention it is not purple! Nothing against purple, but it is not the color I want my phone to be.