Jul 02 2006
Clear as mud
Life keeps on going. Little things now confuse me. I am in such a different place in my life now, six months after the end. Six months after the start of my wife leaving me. Something I thought would never happen to me. I guess it always happens that way, if you think something will never happen it does or maybe not. All I know is everything is different now.It is so hard to go back to a place in life that you thought you were done with. I am still having trouble with it. I have gotten random messages from people I did not ever know still remembered who I was asking “Didn’t you used to be married?” nothing like that to bring it all back.
Now I am in the strange new part of my life that I never dreamed I would be in trying to find my way. I seem to question everything. Now I have to wonder why people do things. What do they mean? I guess like everything else I will just have to wait for time to heal wounds and re-teach lessons I have long forgotten.