inside.my.mind

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Leah, Mandy, and I took a trip on the General Jackson this weekend. Good times and a couple of ok photos.

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I have new photos up on flickr from Radnor Lake and from downtown Nashville. Check them out!

I am one of those people who rarely remember their dreams. If I am lucky I remember a dream every nine months of so. This week I have remembered three. It is very strange.

Sunday night I dreamed that I was a sleep. Yeah I know it is crazy to dream about being asleep, but I did. Anyway I was asleep and had to go to the bathroom. On my way back I see a shadow and reach out and try to touch whatever it is. It turns out that it was a shaved headed man who stabbed me.

Now that I have sate down to write about them I have lost the other two. The only thing I remember about the one last night was that I still had the house and Leslie was trying to come back. Don’t remember anything past that. None of the dreams where about anything good. They all had bad stuff happen in them, even if I can’t remember them.

I also woke up this morning to my bedroom door being locked and I know I did not lock it last night. I never lock that door. I guess I was up doing stuff in my sleep.

Look I still live! I bet everyone was getting worried.

I have had a pretty bad couple of weeks at work and have not felt like posting and complaining. I think I have decided that I am going to start looking for a new job in the Chattanooga. If that does not come up with anything I will add Knoxville to the search area. I really think it would help me get feeling better to get out of Nashville. I am going to be honest this scares the crap out of me. Who knows if it will work out, but I have to try something. I know work is not the only part of my life that is screwed up, but I feel it is the one I can change right now. The other stuff will come with time after I get something going right.

Now it is time for some not bad stuff. Last weekend I had a blast hanging out with everyone at Dusty’s place. We played pool, arcade game, and Guitar Hero. I am pretty much the worse person in the world at playing Guitar Hero. I have not musical talent is it is a real change for me. You people with musical talent make me sick. I pretty much played pool the whole time because I love me some pool.

This weekend I was back in the Cleveland/Athens for Mom and Granddaddy’s birthdays. It was fun.

For whatever reason everything seems easier over there, so I am going to try going back. Who knows if I will really go though with the move this time or not. I have made the decision when I am not upset so maybe it will stick. Not telling with me. I seem to go with not changing when I can. Did I mention this scares the crap out of me?

I am going to miss my people that live in Nashville a lot. They have all helped me though a ton of crap.