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Today marks one year since Leslie told me she no longer wanted to be with me and was going to talk to a lawyer and move out. It has been a crazy year. It has been full of unexpected good time and some of the lowest times I have every had.

I have become much closer with some people as other have drifted far apart. It truly saddens me that people that I have been close to a good portion of my life are no longer close as they once were. I hold out hope than what has been lost will wonder be recovered. Thank goodness for the friends that I do have close, and have gotten closer with or I would have never made it this year.

Special thanks to a new old friend who has petty much gotten me though the last couple of weeks with work being crazy, which is a whole other barrel of monkeys.

I think what gets me so much about this day more than any other is that for me this is the day our marriage ended. I know legally it happen over three months later, but not for me.

So this is the picture is the one I was talking about taking a few weeks ago. It did not turn out like I would have liked, but I was at my grandparents house and all I need was for someone to walk in and catching me taking pictures of my old wedding ring. Leslie had her engagement ring turned into a necklace. Nice of her to let me know.

Ignore this post. I am not in a good mind set.

I have made progress this last year, I have done thing I never thought I would do. I have to keep pushing on and hoping that I keep making head way. I have pretty much no other choice than to carry on and have faith that my prayers will be answered.

Well I just put orange juice on my cereal this morning.  I think maybe my thoughts are a bit off task.