Mar 19 2007
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I just spent the last hour trying to write a cover letter and I still have nothing. I don’t know why this is so hard for me. I don’t guess I have changed as much as I thought I had. Right now I feel like I have thrown in a raging river and am lucky that I am still breathing. Everything feels out of my control again. Is this what I get for thinking I was doing good?
I know all my wonderful people are going to come tell me that I am good and what not, and I am really thankful for you all. I really am. I seem to be in the middle of one of those times when I am just a long for the ride. No matter how much I would like to change the way I am feeling I can’t seem to find a way to make that happen.
Sorry in advance to anyone who has to deal with me tonight.
I’ll try to remember to send you my cover letter when I get home. I suck at writing them as well. Mandy is good at it. Or rather not intimidated by them. I am. You are too.
Oh and if you noticed…i didn’t say you were all that.
Because you alrighty said you knew we thought it. So I spared you the “fluff” THIS time! 
I certainly wasn’t “putting up with you” last night. I love you cutie!
Hang in there! L and M will save the coverletterday!!
Leah: I am thinking that I might be intimidated by anything new. I do know you all think so, such good friends I have, but that does not mean I believe it!
Faith: You put up with me a lot and I don’t know why. I love you and thank you for putting up with me.
Baby you need a new, happy blog!! Where is your happy?
And there is no “putting up with you”…I couldn’t be happier with you, sassypants! I love your guts!!