Sep 24 2007
Clowns
What a weekend. Mostly good, but some not good. I am sure most of the not good is a result of me letting myself get more tired than I have been in a really long time.
Friday hung out with my girls for a couple of hours and then went to a coworker’s place where he was cooking the food for the company get together on Saturday. I stayed way to late, but did get to have some ribs right off the smoker thing that were pretty much the best I have ever had.
Saturday was ok. Lots of work people who I don’t really know. Clowns showed up and I was a little freaked out. By the end of the thing I as hanging around the clowns more than anyone I work with. Funny how that is huh? Guess I just don’t fit it, or the people I fit in with had already left. Saturday night I don’t really remember a whole lot of I was tired and not thinking clearly.
Sunday, which is normally always a good day was not so much. I got made fun of a bunch by the kid. Normally it is no big deal we all just joke around, but this time it got to me, of course I did not let them know that they were just being kids like always. I was just so tired. Then I get to the apartment and every little thing that was out of place was like someone hammering bamboo under my finger nails. I think sleep would be good for me right now.
hi my man…who was the kid? was it one of the regulars? Sleep is a good thing though. Seriously, I was so cranky on Sunday as well. I piss off Mandy and Kate for being me. LOL (FYI: don’t piss women off!) All is good now, but still….ugh.
Have I mentioned I still don’t feel up to par? Or that I get tired of being cursed out and having attitude each day by little punks who think they are bad? Cause well…i do. yup i sure do. i want to jump their mo foe behinds to let them know I am a person. A person who they need to respect and quit treating like poo. If I did that then they would probably send over there homies and “pop a cap in my you know what”. So I suppose I will just think about doing it instead of acting on it. I like my “you know what”!!!
:)
Wow its almost 1am. I digress. ok…i hope you are having sweet dreams. love you…love you lots…cause i do…actually I don’t know why…but i do just the same. k…going now…for real this time…k…bye
I try to piss no one off, but some how I seem to do it anyway. Isn’t it funny how you can be meaning to do good and end up pissing people off. Oh well such is life I guess.
This is the first I have really head of you being tired of it most of the time I hear you talk about it you are enjoying it, but I know it has to be very draining.
Hope you sleep better tonight!