inside.my.mind

It seems my brain has been going crazy at night. I have been having a plethora of dreams.  As I have stated in the past I don’t dream often.  Once or twice in a six month period is about as often as dreams come to me.  I would love to be able to dream more.  In away I feel like I am getting ripped of with my lack of dreams when most of the population gets to escape to another reality while they sleep.

Over the past week I have been dreaming pretty much every night.  It has been great!  I have been lucky that none of my have been nightmares.  They are more strange than anything.  People acting in ways they never would in the waking world.  It is a very interesting experience.  It also amazes me how fast dreams fade, with in a couple of minutes I am lucky to remember a few pieces of what on in my brain the night before.

What I want to know is why I have started dreaming so much.  Don’t take that is a complaint, because I really am happy to be dreaming.  I still wonder what has happen that caused this change.  It does not seem like something that would just all of the sudden change, maybe I am finally losing my mind.  It could just be that my brain is so tired of my everyday that that it is using my sleep time to keep from going crazy.  Who knows, I am sure someone out there has an answer, but I am betting they don’t read my blog.

It if funny that I can ramble on for this long.  I remember when I first started blogging it would take so much effort just to get a few lines out.  Now I can just sit down and write and write about nothing, not saying it is quality stuff, just that I can put out more quantity that when I first started.  I still have all the old entries from modblog laying around some where.

I just spent the last few minutes going back and reading some of my old modblog posts.  Wow.  A lot has changed.  Maybe a lot would be an understatement.  I don’t guess I should be surprised it was more than five years ago.  It all seems so far away.  Stuff that I thought would never change has.  People that I thought I would have always have are now all but gone.  I don’t think anything has turned out how I wanted.