Apr 22 2008
Lockdown
What do you do when you want to help, but don’t know what to do? How do you get someone to believe that you really do want to be there to help and are not just saying it to be nice? I have multiple people in my life right now that I want to do so much to help, but just feel useless.
I hate my inability to communicate properly. It is such a frustrating thing to be so locked inside of ones self. I have tons of things that I want to talk about, but can’t ever manage to more than a small portion of them out, and even those are due to the skill of a couple of very close friends and even then it seems to only be a shadow of what it was in my head.
It feels like my head is going to explode.