inside.my.mind

I am offically 27 now and feeling much older after the last week or so.  I honestly can’t believe everything that has happen.  I don’t know how to express the way it make me feel.  I think what really amazes me is how many people don’t seem to see the real issue in what has been going on, such is life I guess.

I want to write so much more about how I feel, but this is not the place to do it.  I would turn to my journal like I normaly do for stuff like this, but I honestly don’t feel safe writing things in it any more.  It is NOT fair that all this has been taken from me.  I did not do anything WRONG!

Just wanted to quickly say thank you to everyone who came Saturday night.  I have a lot of fun and it was great having everyone together to hang out!  So thank you everyone!  Extra special thank you to Leah and Mandy for all their hard work and hosting!

I have so really wonderful friends!

I really can’t wait for this weekend to get here.  Just thinking about it makes me feel special.

For some reason I ended up ready twenty minutes earlier than normal, so I thought I would take a few of those minutes to blog.

This week has been crazy in so many ways.  Mostly because of the things I alluded to in my last post.  Unfortunately I can’t do anything about it.  I just have to wait and see what happens, at least in the short term.  I am working on a long term solution, at least for a portion of it.  I guess that is enough cryptic talk for one morning.

Luckily work, for the first week in a LONG time, has been really calm.  I have been out the door at four pretty much every day this week.  Maybe it is to balance out all the other stuff that has been going on.  I have not been productive with my extra time, but really I have just been doing things keep my focus away from the crap.

It is Friday!  I am so ready for this weekend to be here.  I don’t really have anything planned, other than a trip to the bank on Saturday.  I need to catch up on BSG, so maybe I will find time to do that as well.  I have been out of town the last couple of weekend, so really it is going to be nice to not have the traveling headaches.

This weekend was pretty freking screwed up. I am not even going to talk about it. I am sure more than should already know what is going on. Wish I could say it was over, but I am not so sure it is.

Luckily had a few good things in the mix. Got to see some of the family even it was completely and totally busy. Got to drive faster on a little back road than is safe. Rode a dirt bike a bit, seems I have reverted to being not so good that it. Got to see some people acting crazy. Fun stuff!