inside.my.mind

Today was dentist day.  Was the first time I have been in at least three years.  It was not the most pleasant experience I have ever had, but that is my fault.  The people were great and did a wonderful job.  I had three cavities that I have to get filled in a couple of weeks.  My teeth feel so much better now, wish I had made myself take the time to go before now.  If you have been avoiding going please stop and just do it.  It will suck until you get the result of your neglect taken care of, but will be worth it.

I am feeling like crap.  I don’t know if it is going from being around so many people and do something from the time I wake up until I go to bed to being alone or what.  No telling with me.  I try to help and do what is right and it seems all that ever happens is crap.

Speaking of the trip…a lot of us fell.  One person feel down a hill on to concreted, another fell down a hill on grass, and I sprang my ankle and fell on my face playing racquetball.  It was my first time playing racquteball, and it was a blast.

Just wanted to stop by and let everyone know I made it back home safelly from NYE.  I think we all had a great time and I am ready for some rest.

I had a very plesent suprise waiting on me when I got home, one of my pictures was used on Nashvillest!

It has been a few weeks since I have blogged.  I have had a lot going on.  Good and bad, such is the nature of life I guess.  Point being I have not been in the greatest state of mind.  Normally I don’t mind dumping all that on to this internet, but in this case I know it would get to places that it did not need to be.  Rather than blog and having it bring up more crap I decided that this time I needed to keep everything internal.  Not the best way to deal with something, but I can’t seem to express what I am feeling in words.

I have some good news!  Yesterday I reached my goal weight of 170!  It has taken a very long time, but I am very happy to have finally reach the goal I set for myself.  Seems like that is two goals that I have reached this year, but I can’t seem to remember what the other one was.  I have also started running again.  I have been three times since Saturday and so far my knee seems to be doing alright.  It still pops a lot, but I have not had anymore pain.  I am hoping that I will be able to run a 5k before the year is out.

In a couple of hours I will be leaving for the UCC’s National Youth Event(NYE).  We are taking six kids.  NYE happens every four years on the campus of the University of Tennessee at Knoxville.  I have not been on that campus since I visited Sara there many years ago.  Now I get to experience 4 nights in the dorms.  There is no way in the world they can be any worse than my dorm at TTU, it is just not possible.  All that to say I am going to be out of town until sometime on Monday.

Before I forget, new pictures on flickr!  I walked around Vandy’s campus a bit yesterday morning while I was having some maintenance done on my car.  Two hours of walking and only 30 pictures, and only 4 of those made it to flickr.

It has been awhile since I have posted and a lot has gone on.  People have decided to no longer be my friend.  I guess that is fine, I just would have thought that would be my choice, but does not seem to be the case.  I honestly don’t understand how that works.

Guess I might as well get this out of the way, I have ask Sis to be moved out of the apartment by August 27th.  It is a very long story that I don’t really want to go into.  It is the best thing for me.  I need to live alone or with people who I can trust and respect me and I just don’t have that with her at this point.  It was a very hard decision, but it really will be the best for me.